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white background with text that reads I remember my childhood as a long wish to be elsewhere
a picture of Steve's pool at night it has a slightly eerie blue glow to it and is abandoned
white background with text that reads I come home and I have a feeling of returning like a ghost to its haunt.
a picture of Steves room focused on a corner with plaid wallpaper and a desk the emphasis is on how un-personalized it is
white background with text that reads I often stood in front of the mirror alone wondering how ugly a person could get
a picture of Steve after his fight with Jonathan sitting on the hood of his car with a coca-cola can pressed against his forehead looking miserable
a picture of Steve after finding out about the monster and running out of Jonathans house he is standing at his car staring back at the house with wide eyes
white background with text that reads But love was always something heavy for me Something I had to carry
a picture of Steve talking to Nancy in the dim lighting of the library while she looks down and will not meet his eyes looking sad and he looks serious as he talks to her
white background with text that reads Like any unloved thing I do not know if I am real when I am not being touched.
a picture of Steve looking heart broken right after Nancy calls their relationship bullshit
a picture of Steve sitting alone in the bus while they wait for the monsters to appear and he is looking down looking sad while he flicks his lighter on and off
white background with text that reads Suffering feels religious if you do it right
a picture of Steve Jonathan and Nancy looking scared and determined as they get ready to fight the monster in Jonathans house
a side shot of Billy and Steve standing across from each outside of Jonathans house as Billy asks where Max is
a side shot of Robin and Steve tied up with their backs to each other smiling as they laugh even though Steve has blood on his face
white background with text that reads I have never understood where the line is drawn, between sacrifice and self-slaughter
side shot of Steve in season 4 as they sit in Maxs trailer and plan he is looking down looking tired
white background with text that reads am I supposed to be grateful to have survived this
up close pictures of Steve looking worried and contemplative as they sit in the field and prepare molotov cocktails
Was your life worth dying for?
Did you stare down a wolf at the door?
Like you carried the keys of the cross
And covered the cost
With only your innocence

Tell me young man would you say
When the end was a moment away
You swallowed the pain without any regret
And settled your debt
If nothing is permanent
Was your life worth dying for?
Dying For | Rain City Drive

Louise Glück, from “Unpainted Door”, Poems 1962-2012 / Virginia Woolf, from a diary entry featured in A Passionate Apprentice: The Early Journals 1897-1909 / Charles Bukowski / Benjamin Alire Sáenz / Natalie Wee, from “Lonely,” Our Bodies & Other Fine Machines / Chelsea Hodson, from Tonight I’m Someone Else: Essays, “The End Of Longing.” / Hilary Mantel, Wolf Hall / Brenna Twohy, from “I know It’s a Little Late,” Forgive Me My Salt


Originally Posted on Tumblr on March 9th, 2023

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